Long time no updated my blog here..because I'm starting new working life since my ex-company close down and i had found one holding company and is it very busy life and unhappy life in the new environment.
why i says that?? because a lot staff are new and yet they have a lot of backlog we have to updated until we all so tired!and the benefit of the company is no as good as we expected.Why we says that?
Before we join; the HR management are promise us for 5 days week but until today we still work in six days and annual leave still 8 days.And yet we found a lot problem.Our team try to settle in time and we try to solve problem, but unfortunate we fail because a lot people there cannot cooperation with us and our director just know everyday meeting with every department head and everyday scolding staff.The director kept going give pressure to everyone since our company making loss for 2 years these is very worse situation make everybody are no more energy and stable. The one more important is our company pay is very late every month of 8Th or even more then 10Th of the month,just because our cash flow having problem we cannot get money from customers and these low sales every month.
When our company can get more sale ? hope these a good news for us in future!

5 days more until my last day working in this company.

What my feeling?? i also dun know...just wish i can get a better offer from others company.Sure feel a bit sad cause i had work at this company more then 1 year and the company going to be close down,why so bad luck of them???even myself why i choose this company???I think is testing by god.

Hope we can get better offer after out from this company but for all those Indonesian they are ok cause can go back their hometown work at their HQ.Just two of us Malaysian....haizzzzzzzz

Anywhere thanks to all my colleague although sometime angry to all of Ur working style but we still happy working together.....

One in a year refer at Lunar calendar 5th May is an another traditional day for chines we eat the "zhong zi" .
As usual my mom have make for us, i like my mom make it for us because is really delicious but i never learn before just saw she cook all the thing and put in special leaf.Sorry mom! really dun know how to help her, but i think is time for me to learn also, mom is getting old how many time she can make for us, feel myself really luckily still can eat mom "zhong zi", in my future my child can eat their mom " zhong zi" ?? if i learn maybe can if not...so sorry.....
Now of this youngest child a lot of them already forgot all the traditional date & reason for what we eat all those special food, why ?? we never learn from school bout the history?? Yes we have study but we find out and learn from the history. Hope our child will know the special of the food and the traditional date is memories of what history.

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Now of this feeling no really good cause of going to lost my job soon and haven found a good job yet,i feel myself no confident anymore.

But is luckily that beside myself have a lot friends give me support & care of me, listen to me so that i will no so sad in between i still looking for job.

One of my friend told me that: "Think positively and believe that there is a reason behind for everything happen to us everyday." after i read this message i feel my heart is cool down .I'm agreed that is really a reason why we face all those thing and let us to solve it our self, i think god is testing us!
Thanks to my friends all giving me a very good emotion support.

I will let my self think more positively.

Today before go back home, my superior told me that he need to terminate us cause the company really cannot continue and government still not approval our licence.

And he give me two condition one is i left this month and get another month compensation and another is work till July but no any compensation.So what should i choose? Of course i will choose the 1st since in the company we cannot do anything more and if they ask us go early and with paid one month compensation means i got one month time to looking and interview for job if any company hire me so i can start work immediately.

Is very sad thats finally we have to go, one years plus in this company feel sad to leave form this company but what to do time have to go, life have to go.

Hope so we all good in future!

Yes i going lost my job soon...This few week really unhappy because of my superior ask me to get ready to find a new job due they really need to close down this company because of government still cannot approval their licence to start our production since from year 2006 till now.(Even he says they are still trying but he know is imposible!)
Yes i have try to apply and interview some job but all not suitable to me and no good news too.I really scare to go into a PIRATES BOAT again!!

So sad to says i have to go soon and haven found a job, and yet my current company no feel want to give us compesation just ask me faster get a new job, what he think find a new job so easy??? we need to choose a suitable job, need find a suitable location and these is not easy at this time and yet he says he try to help me??? hahaha what he can help ?he not a Malaysian, what he think that when he can go back Indonesia only!!

God please help me faster can get a good company and job to me,if no work means no incomes. What can i do ?? yes i very hardworking to looking for job!!!

Congratulation to my friend had born a baby boy at April but we just visit her yesterday night . Yah cause everybody are busy with their work, till yesterday only we have time to visit her & baby, the baby just look at us sometime smiling with us, so cute!
And the new mummy tell us all those give birth story and how to care of the baby.The time we know that from pregnant till give birth such a very happy, pain and tired and how hard our mom to take care of us when we are baby .My friend says she now more love her mom and tell us must be good to our mom after she becomes a mummy cause is it really hard to be a mother.hahaha but is really scaring me when she tell me the time she give birth.......i still thinking that i can be a good mother or not if my turn?? hahaha dun know when is my turn yet......
Wish all mother very happy with their child :)

This is my new hamster which my hubby bough to me 2 weeks ago..we buy two female hamster..they are so cute when see me around they will jump here jump there to make my attention to them, give them eat and like me play with them.
sometime really tired after work but when reach home see the hamsters I been very happy can play with them, this is one of my hobbit and realise my tension..

Yesterday night when go back from my mom house to my house just sit inside the car, suddenly I cry, I was in tears inside car while I driving on the road.

I dun know why my heart so pain so toughing something in my mind. I think a lot, I crying non stop! Why?? The 15 min driving can get almost 1/2hrs only reach home.

I feel like why I in this world? Thinking same as my friends, actually when she ask this question, I ask before also , why i born in this world ? why I must face so many thing? why only child in this family? is it i do a lot bad thing in my previous life? i debt to them? hahaha

I give so many problems to my parents, I argued with them, I make then sad, I cannot make them happy & relax life, I make a lot people dun like at me.

Study so many years, now getting old and yet married also but myself still cannot face those problem, I lazy, I tired no more active in others things. I not a good daughter for my parents, I’m not good wife for my hubby, not a good friend to my friends. I try to work hard but I cannot then I give up, I cannot talk much with parents, I cannot give them so much money I cannot give them live in a good life. My father’s almost 70yrs old but still have to take 3 way bus go to KL for work, I see him so tired so pity I feel myself no use why I working so many years I still cannot let my father have a relax life , let my parents go for travel ? I feel sad when see my old father so tired I so pain in my heart and no face to talk to my parents too and yet really hard to talk with them, and yet my father is a really old Hainan china man very stubborn and easy get angry always get angry if something happen (these why I also the same ) scold people scold mother scold ……… and says nonsense and yet I can feel they look like feel will getting lost this daughter after married, but not! I still go back home everyday even Sunday I also go back to home bring mom go wet market just maybe I no like last time bring my mom go out shopping in frequent, I just very tired even myself I really lazy to go out.I know ,when they talk something in front of me the sound no happy at all, says something really make me heart pain, feel heartbroken !

Sometimes really tired or promise friends to go out at night and of course cannot go back my parents’ house, I can feel she not happy,(these why I lost my friends contact to go out at night ) and how should I do? I really tired go back there then at night came back my house even just a 15 min driving but I really tired and feel dangerous go back alone at night. Sometimes really think rather I not married so I have more energy and time to them.

I really tired to face two family, one my parents one my hubby both I need to care for them and yet luckily I dun have children if not I will more tired! I tired with my life , even now my work no more tension as last time but who know next year I be busy cause I know I need handle a lot thing in future.

I so heart pain when see my parents, feel myself really no use! I dun know till when I can stand here, I scared one day if my parents got anything happen since they so old already, I scared I cannot handle I scared I no enough money to cover all expenses come to, I scared I will get more argument with them make them more sad to me, I know my parents really sad to me cause I cannot be a good daughter and I really easy angry this few years, I dun know how? I dun know how to face those problem I really scared to face it for my future. A lot thing I rather no to think not to do but I must face it also! i feel heartache (seksaan jiwa)

Anywhere i feel sorry and thanks to them, and i know actually i lucky cause i still have parents i still can have my life compare to who no house no parents !

Today my friend told me bout married and takes pre-wedding photo; make me think back myself last year married preparation and wedding day.

These is very tired year for me cause I still working at my ex-company so busy in office no time make any preparation. Think back the time I busy till a lot thing I never do and no help much to my mom for my wedding. Ur know lah chiness old style people everything also want but dun know how, and yet I’m only child in family nobody can help me.

From pre-wedding photo, wedding date, wedding meeting, dinner location, make up , room decoration plus this plus that a lot of other’s things really make me angry and tired on that time. The time really feel dun want married because so trouble but already book and inform everybody really cannot stop it only!

Finally my pre-wedding photo done and quite ok for myself (what to think cheap price cannot comment so much).This is important when we take pre-wedding photo look us more slim these why I happy to see my photo.

Then preparation for furniture , our new room decoration everything buy this buy that, argument with family and hubby make me so tired ! Finally done also, thanks god .

Almost is the time for wedding I still haven get the people for makeup on dinner and wedding day, so ask my friends to introduce , finally I get one and I didn’t ask so much and yet I also dun know and how to ask, just think that got people help me I no need to find another and think they should professional for that so many experience.

Finally wedding dinner is coming, and enjoy with all my family and friends together just a liter upset that my makeup and hair style look no nice, I dun know why the time I no complain maybe I just think normal and yet I very tired too (cause before dinner I still work very late) really hope so faster over the dinner, when now I see back my dinner album I feel sad and feel if I can go back on that time, I must dun want the style.

The more sad thing is my married day (出 嫁 ) . All brides also hope the day is most beautiful lady on that day, but I not pretty at all very sad and regret on that day why I no reject the hair style and really no time to change it. The make up and hair style take long hours to finish and they are very rushing time also. All my friends says even my hubby and family also says I’m look like “傻婆 “. Oh I really want to cry but really no time to change , after play with bridegroom and brothers take photo with family and friends then rushing to Ipoh (my hubby hometown). In car I really feel sad and scared when reach at Ipoh, how their family looks at me oh no I really scared.

But at the end also reach and yet what I worried is right because all people in behind laugh at this bride! I’m so sad why all brides is pretty but I look ugly feel want to get in a hole. And after give tea to their family (so many relationship also) I feel tired and tired but really relax a bit faster change and wash and wait till dinner makeup at Ipoh.

Finally time is reach till night I go for dinner make up and tell the people please make me look pretty a bit. Finally done and looks ok, then go to attend dinner.

At Ipoh dinner really a lot people compare to PJ and yet all we also dun know so just sit and smile with them, and he play with his friends all sing karaoke really happy with them cause all very active sing and play. On the time I just feel want faster finish this dinner I want go back and sleep only.(I cannot sleep well since I promise to married to my hubby).

Finally really finally we finish the dinner but my hubby’s father too happy ask us go for karaoke and drink,.oh my god we have to go and drink and sing , I also forgot until what time as I know I really tired only.

This is my experience and yet no so detail at all but is really a memories in my life just think back really upset to the hair style when (出 嫁 ) only. But thing and time already over so not to think much, and I know your as friends also will says that.

So hope all friends who getting married must choose a good and dun rushing same as me will regret after that, wish all happy forever too.

Anywhere here I also take a opportunity to says thanks to all my friends really help me a lot in my wedding especially May Fun she really help me a lot but please dun take in heart what I wrote here ok? Already over just a liter feeling in my heart only. Thank you so much friends

Now of this just because i feel myself and all my friends says i so fat after i change to this job,.haiz what to do so happy and free life in this company

After all says i so fat and call me "Piggy Tan" and all my nice dress cannot wear, now i feel myself looks like 40yrs auntie so i must hardworking do exercise...

Everyday after work i will go back exercise around 1/2hr only (cause i feel very tired) Please give me sometimes i will very hardworking do more but really tired lah .Then saturday promise with my friend go jogging.woh so nice jogging in morning at nice garden..after one time jogging at there i really confirm every weekend i can go to jogging in morning and yet this saturday i go jogging with my hubby woh really happy and feel relax too.

I give myself 3 to 4 months no even exercise and must reduce my food then only i can reduce my weight..yeah gambateh i can do it !

My director feel disappointed to me !! I know he must feel disappointed cause this is 2ND time(2 month) i sent a wrong balance sheet report to him.. I always careless no checking properly the final amount and i already sent the report to him, maybe i too confident to myself .I know even he says : is OK! " but my feeling no good anymore cause i cannot accept myself do wrongly in twice !! even my assistant do wrong 2 or 3 times i also feel disappointed to her, but now myself ?? i really cannot forgive myself ...should i not so confident?? too confident also make myself do wrong ! this is a big problem for me !!! I really cannot accept this thing happen to myself !!

Just is because i too free sit at office ? no more busy as my previous company i though myself can do better compare my ex-company so busy non stop working?? actually i feel tired to sit here cause i have due with custom (this is more hate job cause government really make me angry to them) due with custom i have to wait and wait , waiting is a very tired job for me, and yet no people guide me, i have to learn myself , asking friends . And communication, stubborn people here make me feel tired & hard to work at here even they treat me no bad and i happy too cause more of the time i becomes relax i gain my health but i feel i loss my thinking !

What should i do? i must be careful !! so friends when work must be careful ! dun too rush !! dun too confident??

This the 1st word my ex- colleague ask when saw me !!!" WAH WHY U SO FAT ?"HOW MANY KID U HAVE ?? And shown this face to me !!:( , the time i really wish have one hole let me go in !!
I also no wish so fat, but work at here really sit and face to computer only ! and yet always follow my hubby eat dinner at 10pm++ how to no fat at all !!!
Now of this try do exercises everyday and no eat with him at 10pm anymore but i still fat ah, get fat easy get slim??? very very slow !! already try no eat so much
Very very sad to me !! why why i look so fat like people already have 5 children!!

wahhhh wahhhh !!! i must slim back i must get lost at lease 6 kg !!! yes gambateh i know i can !!!! yes i must can today start eat less and do more more exercise !!

Now share my happy day..

On 7 of Oct 2006 which is my big day and my darling purposely take leave to cerebrate my birthday ; so happy he do that! hehehe

Birthday eve he already give me a surprise sent my favourite flower to my office and buy a cake put in fridge (use his lunch time to do all that thing) so sweet for me !!

Then next day which is 071006 on 0900 we go out for our bread-fast and we go to Low Yat Plaza at 1100am for our karaoke we have enjoy sing but only 2 hrs we can spend that cause no more place ,we book too late but still have fun there..

1300 we go to join 8TV fun fair ..wah so many host i know them and i likes a small child very happy and faster take photo with them..and of course play game with them under very hot sun , so pity to my darling cause he very hot and still need to take photo and care for me hehehehe

But i still like a kid Q up and play game and the people becomes many at 14:00pm until we wait so long, funny is we need to guess who is the man inside the photo, i guess so many times at finally i get and ask my darling to tell the answer to the host ...hahhaa we won and i get a RM100++ hand beg..wohhh i very happy and like a small kid jump at there.. that the host also happy finally got people get the branded beg!!hehehe i be the 1st winner on that time oh..so Lucky !

Then after play play at there feel so tired and hot we go to have a drink 1st then after that 15:10pm we go to the fair again cause have a small Malaysian singer concert and 10 top super model even a lot i also dun know who are them but i still enjoy the concert..

On 20:40pm Tawaness singer David Tao reach there, but he no sing any song and just stay for around 15min, very disappointed after he go no more fun for me cause every game i also play no more fun

So we go take our tea time then we walk to Times Square shopping shopping ( but nothing to buy)..till 21:30pm then only take our dinner go back home around 23:05pm still got time to make a wish and cut the cake :)

Wohhh so happy even i very very tired but is a really enjoy i can forget everything just relax and happy cerebrate with my lovely hubby..Thank You Hubby !! I love you:)

Today though is a free day can do finish my accounting report then doing my Blog cause since saturday i have something happies to share with friends....

But my colleague who is HR becomes very very blur girl, i dun know how she work as HR since i also not so experience for that but is a very simply thing also cannot understand and today Monday Bank will a lot people, ask me sent her paid for the EPF & SOCSO thing (she no driving to office now wanna save cost!) and yet last week so free and have driver also dun want to go to bank waiting until today nobody only ask me go !!

Then after finish, bank call up says the cheque got problem then she need to go again....but she have to redo again the slip but i wait her issued a slip till 1/2hr !! until go to bank 4pm !! bank already close !!... angry she always Last minute work, and last week already have warning by my manager dun do that again, and yet wanna to waste cost and time to go the same place in 2 days... check the paper then found out problem cannot do !!! I have to ask many times and remind her still she like that, and yet wanna to scold or says people do wrong for her

Haiiiiiiiiii see today i cannot share my feeling to friends and dun know wed i still can remember and mood to share or not

Today really angry and feel their people really stubborn !! So easy thing dun want to listen only see now and no see in future !! Ask me go and check the pricing for the van and rental ++++ after get says get another is more cheaper for current but not for future !! Tell him the problem says never mind but i know if we choose the one , they must complain much and yet we must look out also the Road tax and the Insurance and the Maintenance but they don't want listen to me !!!

Another HR colleague , also give me problem and yet says free nothing to do but actually the more importing also haven do some more need me to remind her then only says lazy to do !!!!! And a lot the filling system messy like... rubbish no follow A to Z anywhere also can put !!

Really hope so i can stay here and understand what they want !!! Hope tomorow another happy day

What should i write?? I also don't know?? just feel very boring, everyday looking for something to do and yet the production still in waiting and waiting and some more they like last minute ask us do something we don't know everything and no any information and tell us is URGENT !!

Sometimes i really don't know until when i can stay here? cause I always busy before i join this company, everywhere i work also busy until no time drinks & eat but now i can drink can eat till my weight grow up in 5 months !

A lot friends tell me maybe is the time for me to rest since last few year i work so hard no time rest, my health also no good but i really feel like i becomes a lazy woman, lazy to think, lazy to work !

Until i need to buy magazine to read , check email, online until i also think what else to do for tomorrow??? how to use my times?? very funny !!

Tell me how ? really feel sleepy sit in this room ! Now working here i have my own room, own computer no need to share PC with others like my ex-company, i can listen radio on line what ever i happy no body will disturb me, i should happy at all but i more like got work for me to do rather than i sit and see on screen everyday, if not i really feel tired !! now of this I can go back home sharp, watch TV and exercise compare at my ex-company i never go home early i have no time watch TV...... i should relax and happy ! but why??? i start complain ?? i think all my friends will scold me thinking like that .

Hope so our production can start faster god please help us!!........

I also don't know what i doing now? sometime busy sometime too free (actually is more free then work) !!! still waiting waiting for the approval from custom, see everybody also very boring at office !! how come our boss so rich, can give so much money every month without any income???

I have a part time at my ex-company cause no accounts girl in office these why ask me to work for them as part timer to settle the accounts every month... this week 30/9/06 will be my last day at there...hohoho i'm so happy cause no need to go back and see their work and see the black face!!! But just pitty my ex-colleague she will very tired,now the accounts manager also cannot stand the work in there and resign next middle of the month will be last day and yet still haven employ any new accounts there, the boss want to save cost until the petty cash & accounts will past to others company(their sister co) accounts girl to do and all other's customers and suppliers thing ask my liter ex-colleague girl to do!! but no OT for her!! I so surprise why he want to make those decision since so many staff left from there also same reason, why he still no understand!! But all is no my problem, what i can teach and handover already finish, is time for me to out from the company (even i still miss them) and myself really sad to see all my previous thing i done they still cannot up to date and yet is in wrong way for the information even the accountant also complain them, but the black face boss still wanna scold to him and yet don't know how to care of all staff !!! the way he use no suitable for his staff !!!

Now what i worry is how to use my Saturday cause i no need work at there!! shopping?? i'm lazy shopping just once in a while ok ! so How i can get extra money? i think is better find a part time job !

Another day to waiting ??? wait for permission for start production !!!Think back join this company almost 5 months. what i have do , learn and get ??? I think is relax, Indonesia language , new accounts system which is more better then what i use at my ex-company and get more fat !! why i getting more fat cause i no more worry , too relax too free so boring then only eat and sit so why i getting More fat.But one thing i can chatting with friends and learn a lot bout internet and downloading ......actually really have a lot to learn but the production can't start , all because our government problem make our company cannot start to have production since our manager have apply the license and those document which must apply for almost 1 year !!!! but still alot problem .We paid so much but still saying this and that so angry to listern those all reason !!! Very dispointedto hear all that.

We all feel very very boring and maybe last time i really very busy for work at my ex-company no even can go back sharp some more need to work OT without any OT charges and yet need to take back unfinished work to home. Now cannot stand the free office life , think back work at ex-company so hard but what i get???

Yes, i get new friends but lost old friends , i get knowledge but i also lost good health and time with family..these why i have to resign , resign for hope to get back health and times and hope so can get my happy share with everybody !

Hope so all my friends will happy as like me , relax and not to work too hard until forget our health and family..relationship is important even we have a very good job and money..money cannot buy health cannot buy family....

BE HAPPY AND HEALTH

This few days very sad! cause somebody make me disappointed.

I dun know what is friendship? we do care and good do them but they no appreciate to us still saying we no good to then and says disappointed and sad to me!! make me so sad!! I cry for it cause for me wanna make a friendship in good condition is very hard and appreciated to all my friends but this time i really sad! this is not the first time i have this feeling but sometime we still dun not how to upgrade our self!

Really think that should we too good and kind to people or not!!

Friend & friends ? ? ? what is so diffirecult to me?

Dun know what to write but just some of my feeling..now of this no mood in office since we know that our company to be close down even my boss still ask me to think positive but we know the charges is very low.

I already search job and apply job but still have no news ,i know find job is difficult and yet want to find a good job more hard,but at lease i really try and hope so have good news to me soon,cause as i know my boss won't pay us any compensation and only will give us one month notice, if one month later i still cannot found any job i will die .

But what to do really scare to look for new job, scared another pirates to in. .

God please help me..i want a good company to work.........

6 days travel at Hainan island ,is fun , happy but worry travel.
Fun & happy cause can go with my parents visit my grandmother which still in Hainan,and follow tour to a lot nice place but is really hot at there until i becomes dark!
Worry cause of need to find a new job and whether this company still in or not .

Luckily today came to office my superior still around means the company haven close yet..

From the travel really saw a lot thing , their beach really nice, decoration all very nice,Just the toilet......... some still no door, or even no water......haiz.....and their food oily ,either no taste or put too much salt and the coffee is too sweet for us!

Just the last day , food at the restaurant is really nice ! all others day food is no suitable for us.

But is really nice place to go I'm very happy too at lease I'm relax a bit, just after came back really tired cause really no enough sleep wake up early morning 6am,7am breakfast,8am start travel till 6pm dinner time, then at night nothing to do watch TV but nothing to see and i cannot sleep early cause the bed .......so one day only can sleep 4hours.

Now is the time i hardworking to find job 1st, hope so next time i will go travel again....

Last Friday i went to interview with a company consider medium industrial company .They have 18 active company and 2 inactive company have 20 accounts have to do of course one person in charges of 2 to 3 accounts.

The manager tell me i have to do the accounts which no body touch it since Jul'06 till today the reason is they have upgraded & change an accounting system and no body can fond the opening balance yet they have hire some staff at last year i ask him back is it the document all not clear or messy, Ur know Wat he says?? yah just a litter messy but still easy to find it and it depends on how good in Ur accounting knowledge if Ur accounting knowledge no good sure u will says very hard to do! and if normal you are hardworking everyday work till 7pm++ and dead line week maybe till 10pm++ sure u can do it..haha and now they want faster hire a new staff cause the financial year is till June'07 means u must do the 10 months accounts in 2 months time and another 2 months ler?? some more u have to issued payment ;due with suppliers

When the time i ask what is the benefit for staff?? he says as normal as others company..but .....when confirmation no increment ,and dun know when will get increment, every year increment time will delay;may no bonus for staff it depends on company performance but they already 2 yrs no get bonus!! cannot imaging this can come from his mount, what i happy is he really honest guy honest manager to tell me that so many thing cause he dun wish i feel unhappy or feeling "kena tipu" after join them.. and i ask him is it their staff turn over is very high cause i have saw their advertisement many time , he get shock i ask this question after few minute only he answer me YES ,and he can understand my feeling ..hahahhaha

Finally he ask me dare to try???? what should i answer?? almost ten months accounts no body do and i think their document is very messy if not how came can wait till today no body can do???? cannot imaging

Another few days is my family holiday to Hainan Inland , i should be happy cause 1st time go oversea with my parents and actually just accompany them to visit my grandmother which still at China.

But i not that happy cause of worry of my work here which is no stable and this week almost all workers going back to Indonesia and next week even the 2 officer also will back to Indonesia just left me & Superior and 3 workers. I feel so scare & worry that after i came back from holiday is this company still in and can i get pay from them? even the worse position that need to close down they need at lease 2 to 3 months to pack all the machine but i still scare we cannot get the pay and dun know what will happen after this.

Think can happy, relax & enjoy the holiday at Hainan but i feel sad after my boss tell me maybe our company will close down and the % is very high to close and the time i already booking for the holiday ,so sad to heard this news till no mood for the coming holiday.

Now already start to look for job but sad is Shah Alam work is not much and even very scare to look for job scare will go into another "Pirates Boat" yahyah really think that i work in "Pirates Boat" company now ! feel worry to interview feel scare to interview and everything start from "0" again ! my family planing all going to stop !

Why I'm so unluckily get into "Pirates Boat"

Hope That everything will be fine soon..hope that after i came back from China i can get a job and not the "Pirates Boats" again!!

All my friends please give me more support........ thanks for listen to my complain every time..hehehe

Is a very confusing decision i going to make!
We still waiting the approval for the license cause my boss telling me that we still have hope to get the license.
So should i waiting this hope or i really have to go off like this?? or i just waiting if any bad news only left?? i confuse i dun know how to do, i really no wish to go off like this,even all at here is indonesian man but i still enjoy due i have a lot charges to learn different thing and one more important thing is really near my house and mom house.
Go or No go ?? this question always in my mind...what should i do? i have a lot planing but just because this bad news i dun know how to make decision !

Yesterday received a bad news from my ex-colleague that she 2nd time lost her baby, she feel so sad though finally get pregnant but the baby still no stable just 6 weeks only lost again! so pitty to her her body really no enough stronglah always no eat,see now again haiz

Today another bad news to me is.... we receive a fax,and I'm the 1st one to read that, Get shock that the license which we wait for 2 yrs now only the government says NO APPROVE ! faster i give to my factory manager and my superior all get shockour heart really broke down!

Then my superior faster warning me dun let anybody to know that! haiz I already no mood to hear anything lor means i will lost my job soon.Really have to find a new job, my planing all gone...........

My superior start bad mood and worry also,we also cannot do anything just to wait the final decision ,they maybe will continue for applying,i think so but is really the time i start looking job lor

Today had messenger with my friends, we talk bout work , talk bout our life. Do we really work for life? Although maybe is not our choice to work at the company,maybe is not our favorite ,our hobby,but why we still want to work there?

Sometime i really dun know whether i choose work in accounts line is correct or not,almost half life now only i think it back sure be late, feel tired with the accounts work.

I have work with many company,which one is most i like? i also not sure cause every company have their good and bad,if really good i think i still will work there.I work at this company 1 year, really cannot imaging i can work at a company which haven start production, big communication problem.Maybe one is near my house, and i have relax & private room to myself, as i know executive should wont be have a private room but my boss are given to me when i had start work.

But after my superior came and my HR left , i never have relax life at office, cause i have to do a lot thing and i have to handle all the messy work by my ex-HR ,yet my superior says he the one will do the HR work but at last all pass to me, he says he want to learn all the HR work but he never!! Now everything also Eunice !From admin, purchase,HR & accounts even custom paper work also Eunice. I really feel tired to work for all !Yes i know he is busy for boss instruction for preparing to custom for applying the license but is his promise to all he will do the thing, he is my superior and he want me to becomes a middle man, everything he not dare to ask or request from outside & factory manager he will ask me to request it ! after i settle the thing he will ask me back "what u doing ?"oh u settle ??" oh sorry i forgot" ! Is this a good superior ? everything he want to control and know but he never learn it ! i hate to becomes middle man, i know he dun like my factory manager but why he can ask his staff to be middle man? really feel disappointed to my superior!

And Now i no more private room and yet i angry to my superior cause he no dare to ask and request me i know only from my factory manager that my boss want to come for long time and they need a room but our office no more empty room so they are decide ask my room for them and ask me how?hahahawhat i can says?of course can lah,I'm not a manager mah! what i worry is after moved out from the room can i stand the smoke smell?cause all the stubborn man like to smoke under air cond even we have scold many time,especially one of the old man who smoke inside his room but open the door till all the asap came out !! i just worry my sensitive nose will came back again! Funny is my superior says he will try to ask them no to smoke at office but ask me to patient cause they Indonesian are like that cannot too straight to them hahahahahah. Now I'm the only one Malaysian girl inside!! Do Ur think they will just because of me and all follow my way???I'm not think so !!

I dun know whether i still can stand there for how long cause they all very stubborn and communication problem all dun want to understand and dun want to learn our Malaysian style!! I just feel tired to have interview and learn a new environment! what should i do?? i really feel dun want to work but i can't cause i have to take care of my parents!

MONEY MONEY LIFE LIFE WORK WORK i know everybody also have those problem cause we all are human ,human won't 100% perfect so we just have to share out and give any opinion ! thanks for all my friends spend time to read my story..i feel better after i write out this hahahahahah

Today my supplier came to sent name card to us , suddenly he ask me , how many months i pregnant now?? WHAT????i though i listen wrongly i ask again what he says??? he get shock and ask me i married already is it?? he though i pregnant now......

Only explain to him :Yes I'm married but i dun have child no pregnant yet, just get fat a lot only!!!!! hahahaha then he faster says sorry sorry

Haiz even my boss see me also get shock why i becomes fat so much........ i already try to reduce my weight but i can't i also try reduce food try exercise but i still like to eat always feel hungry but i m not pregnant i haven get ready for that!!!

How can i reduce my weight?? oh no no no who can help me to reduce my weight???