Confusing

Is a very confusing decision i going to make!
We still waiting the approval for the license cause my boss telling me that we still have hope to get the license.
So should i waiting this hope or i really have to go off like this?? or i just waiting if any bad news only left?? i confuse i dun know how to do, i really no wish to go off like this,even all at here is indonesian man but i still enjoy due i have a lot charges to learn different thing and one more important thing is really near my house and mom house.
Go or No go ?? this question always in my mind...what should i do? i have a lot planing but just because this bad news i dun know how to make decision !

BAD NEWS

Yesterday received a bad news from my ex-colleague that she 2nd time lost her baby, she feel so sad though finally get pregnant but the baby still no stable just 6 weeks only lost again! so pitty to her her body really no enough stronglah always no eat,see now again haiz

Today another bad news to me is.... we receive a fax,and I'm the 1st one to read that, Get shock that the license which we wait for 2 yrs now only the government says NO APPROVE ! faster i give to my factory manager and my superior all get shockour heart really broke down!

Then my superior faster warning me dun let anybody to know that! haiz I already no mood to hear anything lor means i will lost my job soon.Really have to find a new job, my planing all gone...........

My superior start bad mood and worry also,we also cannot do anything just to wait the final decision ,they maybe will continue for applying,i think so but is really the time i start looking job lor

Work for Life ??

Today had messenger with my friends, we talk bout work , talk bout our life. Do we really work for life? Although maybe is not our choice to work at the company,maybe is not our favorite ,our hobby,but why we still want to work there?

Sometime i really dun know whether i choose work in accounts line is correct or not,almost half life now only i think it back sure be late, feel tired with the accounts work.

I have work with many company,which one is most i like? i also not sure cause every company have their good and bad,if really good i think i still will work there.I work at this company 1 year, really cannot imaging i can work at a company which haven start production, big communication problem.Maybe one is near my house, and i have relax & private room to myself, as i know executive should wont be have a private room but my boss are given to me when i had start work.

But after my superior came and my HR left , i never have relax life at office, cause i have to do a lot thing and i have to handle all the messy work by my ex-HR ,yet my superior says he the one will do the HR work but at last all pass to me, he says he want to learn all the HR work but he never!! Now everything also Eunice !From admin, purchase,HR & accounts even custom paper work also Eunice. I really feel tired to work for all !Yes i know he is busy for boss instruction for preparing to custom for applying the license but is his promise to all he will do the thing, he is my superior and he want me to becomes a middle man, everything he not dare to ask or request from outside & factory manager he will ask me to request it ! after i settle the thing he will ask me back "what u doing ?"oh u settle ??" oh sorry i forgot" ! Is this a good superior ? everything he want to control and know but he never learn it ! i hate to becomes middle man, i know he dun like my factory manager but why he can ask his staff to be middle man? really feel disappointed to my superior!

And Now i no more private room and yet i angry to my superior cause he no dare to ask and request me i know only from my factory manager that my boss want to come for long time and they need a room but our office no more empty room so they are decide ask my room for them and ask me how?hahahawhat i can says?of course can lah,I'm not a manager mah! what i worry is after moved out from the room can i stand the smoke smell?cause all the stubborn man like to smoke under air cond even we have scold many time,especially one of the old man who smoke inside his room but open the door till all the asap came out !! i just worry my sensitive nose will came back again! Funny is my superior says he will try to ask them no to smoke at office but ask me to patient cause they Indonesian are like that cannot too straight to them hahahahahah. Now I'm the only one Malaysian girl inside!! Do Ur think they will just because of me and all follow my way???I'm not think so !!

I dun know whether i still can stand there for how long cause they all very stubborn and communication problem all dun want to understand and dun want to learn our Malaysian style!! I just feel tired to have interview and learn a new environment! what should i do?? i really feel dun want to work but i can't cause i have to take care of my parents!

MONEY MONEY LIFE LIFE WORK WORK i know everybody also have those problem cause we all are human ,human won't 100% perfect so we just have to share out and give any opinion ! thanks for all my friends spend time to read my story..i feel better after i write out this hahahahahah
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