Confusing

Is a very confusing decision i going to make!
We still waiting the approval for the license cause my boss telling me that we still have hope to get the license.
So should i waiting this hope or i really have to go off like this?? or i just waiting if any bad news only left?? i confuse i dun know how to do, i really no wish to go off like this,even all at here is indonesian man but i still enjoy due i have a lot charges to learn different thing and one more important thing is really near my house and mom house.
Go or No go ?? this question always in my mind...what should i do? i have a lot planing but just because this bad news i dun know how to make decision !